Almost 24 hours into my 41st year on this earth. As a good friend of mine said to me: "Damn, I'm gettin' old!". Come on, what is "old" anyway? An attitude of old, will bring creases of defeat upon even the youngest brow. I refuse to get old, but this house that my spirit dwells within; has it's moments of the twangs and pains of time. I hardly ever used to pop even an aspirin into my mouth, but lately; it's been......"where's the Midol??????". Sheeeeesh, I could do without the feeling of papoosing one's bowling ball within my belly! Other than that......I figure aging is really just bringing me daily closer to my utmost goal of seeing the face of my God and saviour Jesus, the Christ, the Messiah. I mean it was Jesus who called our bodies a "tent". A tent??????? Yea, a tent. Makes you think, doesn't it. What could be more ultimately inadequate and temporal against the ragings of the storms of life and time; than a tent? I look forward to the body of my gift of eternal life through the resurrection of Jesus my God. A new body! Isn't that what most people are clammering for, sweating daily for, dieting endlessly for, stealing for, lying for, cheating for, and killing and dying for? The illusion of eternal youth? Everything in life is in a state of decay. All is breaking down, not getting better. Such a deception being played upon the human race by the liar of all time. He is awake here in America, and spreading his poison with the clever tongue of reason. Gasp! If all I hoped in was mankind's human reasoning........surely I would despair. So, in ending this evening of thought; I embrace 41 with a grin and a hope!
Out!
Posted @ 12:08 AM

Today was awesome! I attended the Bible Prophecy Conference in Costa Mesa, CA. There were about 6 speakers, informing us on topics which included: Suddenly, No More Time, Crisis in Christian Music, U.S. in Prophecy, Revived Roman Empire (EU), and ended with Paul McGuire speaking on the Road Map to Armageddon (or peace as it is so called by our state dept.....what a laugh). Each speaker was amazing and brought a wealth of information to us all. I mostly appreciated Alan Franklin, who is from London; who spoke on the EU and it's current activity as it relates to Biblical Prophecy....wow! what a creepy eye opening realization of truth that was. We are so headed for a Global Government, and it would seem even our precious America will soon surrender her sovreignty and join in the global move under the guise of a trade agreement. All in all, I loved every minute of it. I even made a couple of new friends. How great is that? .......I must remind myself though....some doors are closed so that new ones may be opened. (only I know what I am talking about here, but I will remember it)
Posted @ 7:47 PM

OK.....where have I been?? Too much to catch up on, but I am back, and committed to resume this spiritual diary to it's fullness. I have been busy updating the Truth Attack Web Site and have just added a cool new Message Board. I am hoping to get many new members who will be active and involved in the discussions about current events, politics, teen issues, prophecy and the like. The new board also offers a Q and A Bible Study forum and a place to share testimonies and talents. It is soooooooooooooooo hot here today. I mean it is....HOT! My room seems to be the hottest in the whole house, and there is no escape. The computer, is in my room....argh! but...I love my computer....so...I bake, I cook, I fry, I sweat, I dehydrate....boy it's ugly. Thank God for ice cream. *eating it as I blog* I am off now to resume the web site updating. Until tomorrow.....
Posted @ 7:18 PM

Today my friend's 12 year old son asked Jesus Christ into his heart to be his Saviour. This is indeed a day of celebration. Not only here on earth, in this house, which is now so quiet; but up in Heaven as well. It is written that "there is rejoicing in Heaven over the repentance of ONE who was lost". To think that God celebrated over just one of us is so amazing to me. Each of us matters so much to Him. Who could turn away from such love? In all this tragedy, I am seeing God's Mercy and Grace in abundance. Oh America...let us return to Him and He will gladly bless us. I am fearful of what may happen to this nation if it continues on in it's more or less God-less fashion. We could easily fall if God so wills it. There is food for thought.
Posted @ 10:59 PM

Even now....I still have no real words to express what I am feeling. America Attacked. Unbelievable? Impossibe? Perhaps our weakness was that very notion. I am so saddened. Thank God for a Christian President! May America return to the God of the Bible and may He be our comforter, saviour, and defender! Forgive us oh Lord for our sins against you! Bring us once again under the shelter of your mighty wings. Forgive me oh Lord and have mercy upon us all. God Bless America!

Posted @ 3:02 AM

Haven't been here in a while...hmm, what's been happening? **whew** lots really. Major stuff to share here...three people I care the world about, were in surgery within two days of each other. A good friend of mine whom I have known for 16 years, has been battling cancer for the past 7. She had her fourth surgery on April 25th. She is doing well now and is getting released tomorrow, May 5th. My best friend and her brother were both in surgery on April 27th. My best friend has been battling kidney disease for the past 12 years. After such a long wait, the day finally arrived when her brother was able to donate his kidney to her. They were both released from the hospital on May 2nd. He is doing great, and she is hanging in there so far. The kidney is functioning, and now only the Lord knows for sure if all will be well and if this battle is finally won. I pray for a total victory for the both of them. I can't help but hope in my heart, that this somehow brings her brother to a closer understanding of God and His Grace. Her only fear for this whole process, was that her brother does not yet know The Lord. She was fearful for his soul above all else. I know this much...there were many many voices crying out to God on April 27th, for His total mercy. So far, I see the power of His resurrection at work. I believe that He has big plans from here on out for many that have shared in this trial and journey with them. I love them both very much! Thank you Jesus, for all that you made possible. How cool it must be to have the kind of love between brother and sister that I have witnessed over the years between these two. My heart cherishes every moment that I share in that love.
Posted @ 10:58 PM

Today is the day! Truth Attack officially went online! Praise the Lord! It is not yet complete, but it seems more important to unleash the power of what is ready now and add the rest as it is finished. I can really feel the Lord's blessing and influence in this vision and project. Even if one life is touched, all has been worthwhile. This little addition to the site is something I feel will add a very real and tangible feel to the presentation and message of Truth Attack. Behind the power of God's Word, and the message of salvation, there is still a girl. Just a girl, but a girl touched by God, and given the truth in her desperate search for it. This little journal (Blogger as it is called) will be a reflection of normal everyday life. One girls struggles and victories and a place to vent. To show that even in the hand of God, life can still be hard to you and cruel to you, but the one difference in these experiences is that I am NEVER alone. So here I will share honestly, and sometimes humorously the gifts and mishaps that life offers to one true believer in this world of kaos of confusion. I have found the greatest peace ever known. I am loved and accepted by the true living God. What a way to start any day. Like many of you, I will be glued to the TV tonight to catch the latest episode of Survivor. Yes, I declare my addiction right here and now. Off to grab a bite to eat first. Nite and I hope to hear from anyone who is interested or has questions.
Posted @ 6:48 PM